dammit

i'm just way too hungry. today i ate 7 toasts with cheese and mushroomcream plus one wholemealbread with that mushroom stuff. aaah... when does this urge to eat ever stop? i wanna eat again. in november i have to attend university again, maybe this will change something. i hope so. i need to go by bike more, stop eating sooo much chocolate and other sweet or salty things.

today there is only allowed to eat one nice warm plate of not that bad stuff. and i have to go there by bike. the wheather is too nice to sit in a bus. and i am not ill at all.

i got 4 weeks till university starts. i need to be at 67 again, that are 3-4 kilo, wow. 1 kilo per week, normally that would be totally alright. let's see.